Lit by Chlo 8th March 2023
Missing you everyday Nat, it doesn’t get easier does it some days I’ll feel like I can do this and I get on with it then at random times grief comes crashing Down again n it’s scary. I think of you everyday and even the little things remind me of you n everytime I’m struggling with something I’ll look at my arm and read and say “you got this Chlo” I’ve joined the gym! finally! z I got the courage after years to do it. I talk in class now and have came out my shell abit in art but teachers are not always the nicest about it. I have a good friend group in college now! I went back to visit school and saw townsend and we spoke for abit and laughed it was great! (I did mention her hight we always teased her with) I made it to 18! t was hard not recieving that birthday email you sent every year I hit 3 months! For the first time in 2/3 years (she would know what I mean) I hope I’m making you proud this month would have been the month me you n keegan was gunna go star bucks! Me and keegan still do the monthly emails that I did with you and her! You saved my life and became like a sister you never judged you was always there even when I said not to and would check in even when I said I was ok I honestly can’t express how thankful I am for everything! Your mum is a splitting image of you!! She is so lovely just like you was! I take pictures of the sky anytime it looks pretty I see 11:11 at least once every day and may sound silly but I take it as a sigh that your okay
This candle went out on 22nd March 2023.